While I was reading a few friends’ blogs, I found a common theme from their recent posts: they missed their UCI college years.

I tried to look back to my own, too. But I could not find what they saw in mine. I saw myself falling, getting up, growing up, and changing. But I don’t particularly miss any times. There were good times, and bad times. It was my life at that time, pretty much the same as my life right now; good times, bad times.

I tried to miss the time when I was alone, more selfish, more care free. Funny how I could not remember when it was like that the last time.

I don’t think I am starting to lose memory; the process had begun long ago. I just didn’t know it happening.

Count down to 3 days till the last day in Adcom. =)

I’ve been busy with all the transition and cross-training. Meetings after meetings. I have never met with so many people so frequently in such a short period of time, ever. I sometimes think, why can’t they just chill? What’s the big rush? I was handed the projects long ago with minimal instruction, I am sure everybody can figure those things out.

I guess it is their mentality that I know a lot a lot made me valuable. Otherwise I am just as easily replacable as a student programmer. What I learned the most from participating in a project was the business process, user habit, outstanding problems, and user concerns, not the technical side. Technical stuff is easy to train and pick up anyways.

It is a little scary to think that I am going to toss away all my valuable business knowledge of the projects I have been involved in for years, and start something brand new and unknown. Scary…