I know the priorities that I should be concentrating at the current moment, yet I am not enforcing them.

Is it the lack of planning, determination, or simply laziness? I have not questioned myself for quite some time when the days have been so very merry and filled with much joy. I need to finish my never-ending resume editing, need to have a healthier sleeping schedule, need to exercise self-control to be just me, not a funny comical weirdo in everybody’s eyes. I should read more… I just found some old writings I had from high school time. I could not believe that I was a better writer back then than right now by ten times. What exactly happened these years, I wondered…