While listening to an old song that I used to put on repeat for hours before, I felt the same feelings come rushing back, yet with less intensity now. I stopped the car, and listened to the song one more time, before I wiped off the tears to head back to the house. It is useless to think back. People have changed; I have changed. The feelings would change, too. The feelings, in actuality, are no longer the same…

Some things, when they are gone, they are gone… The reason I wanted to listen to the song again, the reason that I felt sad, was because I could no longer remember how I used to feel when the words touched my heart so much. I thought I could at least save that part in my memory forever. I wanted to save it, tried so hard to save it… Yet, that has faded with time as well.

I told myself that it might be for the better. So I could face my tomorrows with a bright smile. So I told myself…